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I was crushed. “What was wrong with me,” I thought? Insecurities became magnified in my life concerning my looks, my mind, and my body. “I’m not good enough,” I thought. Surely, there must have been something wrong with me, something I wasn’t doing right. As a teenage girl, nineteen years old, the situation was hard to deal with. I gave him everything and he abandoned me. Everything I did was for him: all the compromising, all my time, all my energy. I remember feeling mad, sad, lonely, and rejected all at the same time. All I could think of was the fact that I would never find someone else who could make me feel like he did.